The World I Live in

It's cold and freezing and I am alone Watching and Passing All that has falling down Everything that never be my own It's rough and tough Even the rain beat me up more than I can bear And I have to keep on moving for all I care Since stopping add burden, no one to share Days move faster, nothing's seems fair There's blue in the sky and its nothing but dye as every living will die there's no point in telling lie one day... maybe that day Enough is enough there's no way All we need is to move, come what may Just for a single flickering ray Maybe then we'll get this cold take away

I feel lucky to feel this pain It's bitter but sweet It's hard but really soft Contradiction.... runs into my vein I walk in a no man's land where there's only me and there is one there hoping for the rain that will never fall praying for the time, impossible to come Crawling and reaching out for things too high up in the sky Too deep in the ocean nothing to gain as I am not a winner always be the second bet since the day i was born its a mistake, searching for a place to confide I feel lucky for falling in too deep And struggling to climb up But I am not dead yet I will continue to live Though life is empty And My path is not even cleared Yes... there are ghost behind me Ghost from the past, Ghost of my future And I chose to let them go because I live in the present

There's a moment when I just want to hold you But I stay, watching you here and let you walk away I am no one, nothing to offer So I am not going to dream too high Just to see you passing by Is more than enough To cure what's I keep inside me This isn't joy, This is just another pain I maybe not know what and how... All I can say is that I have this for you But I cant give it to you May the time speak on and We're moving on I will walk on my path You stay where you are and leave everything behind Though it isnt easy, but worth to try Let's walk away for now... maybe later we'll see

Dont ask me what i want Because this life never give me what I want Dont ask me what I dream of Because what I dreamed of is not what comes to my way Dont tell me what to do Because I follow my heart I know I am not supposed to run But I continue to move on there are moments when I just want to jump and dissapeared there are times when I really want to let lose and drown under But there are also times when I want everything to be mine though it will never be mine sometimes life just doesnt go the way we want we met someone when we already with someone as faith is for granted we can only put a blame on the fate

Its a mistake But I enjoy to walk on it Its a wrong way But there is nothing i can say There's one thing comes to mind.. Upset... Sad and troubled Thinking that there is no chance Wondering if there's still minute less Or even time to reverse the day Return to where it begins And end it before it start The beginning is about to begin But Its better to end Let it die before it blooms Because this heart doesnt want the knot This feet just want to run from the spot Its happy to know, we will be away... Its lucky to think, I wont have to say Voices inside the head, echoes in the heart And there's no space enough to contain Let it burn, let it be gone Because it doesnt say that we are bound And there's no place to run I'm buried down under the piles of rubble And somehow, I feel lucky Thank you for the pain... thank you for the struggle Because that's the story of my life...

In A cup of Chocolate Is a bitter sweet emptiness A piece of Sadness Disguised in joy and sweetness of honey In a Cup of Chocolate is sadness mimicking joy tears covered by laughter and darkness served with a smile In a cup of chocolate Is a story of life As not all the sweet things Come without consequences

Aku Menari Bersama Mendung yang menggantung Menikmati rintik hujan yang semakin tak terbendung Aku menari Bersama awan yang bergulung Kemudian berputar diangkasa penuh warna Selendang Pelangi Aku menari Bernyanyi bersama gemuruh guntur Melompat bersama kilat yang memecah angkasa Tak peduli aku akan terbakar Karena tak ada matahari, hari ini Aku menari Diantara suara gemericik hujan Irama di tiap jejak dan gemulai gerakku Menari... dan terus menari... Karena hujan ini akan berhenti Dan mendung akan segera pergi Basah tanah berkerak dibawah mentari Tak ada musik yang mengiringi Dan entah kapan Mendung kan datang lagi