The World I Live in

There's a glimpse of ray coming to my mind Just today... And I decide to move on and keep smiling to the world Because there's no use of beating up myself Over something that doesnt matter much There he goes and let him go Because there is no use of clinging on someone Holding on something that doesnt belongs to us Let them go and let it be gone The new day will come And lots of life and love will appear Right before our very eyes There is always a hope in the horizon And the sun will keep shining tomorrow He doesnt care so why should I care There are alot of things in this world I could achieve on my own There are times when we feel down and under But there will be time for us to get up and go And starts smiling to the world for a friend, thanks for the advice 'because we should never matter what is not matter'

I'm torturing myself Reading how he wrote about her Flaunting everything she has Everything that I don't have Try to resist it and keep on going But it hurt so much I can barely hold my tears I wish she is me but she isn't me And I will never be her I will never be his However hard I try to move on My feet are tied my heart is caged Looking away to the sky I imagine myself with him But only imagination Just like the sky, too high to reach Its who you are Simply knowing him is a gift Remembering his voice, cheer me up The voice that will remain forever in my memory Even as I cant see, I'll still able to feel Wish I was never feel this Hope it will dissapear Emotions running through my veins As if a remainder of a fate God has given and no mortal could change I really do, hoping for the best for you Though it means the worst will come to me God... this hurt so much I feel like I could die Watching, reading, hearing him mentioning about her.... But What else I can do, jus