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Sepertinya yang tak pernah hilang dan berlalu
Sepertinya yang akan selalu ada dalam penggalan ingatanku
Sepertinya yang selalu datang dan pergi tanpa permisi
Sepertinya yang selalu menyiksaku setiap kali datang dalam mimpiku
Sepertinya... aku telah berkali mati dan hidup kembali
Dengan sesuatu yang hilang dari hatiku
Kau membuat hatiku tak utuh
Menggoreskan sepenggal asa yang hanya akan membuatku mengingatmu
Seumur hidupku

Aku membawamu dalam setiap bangun dan tidurku
Aku membawamu di kala redup malamku atau hujan langitku
Aku membawamu seperti aku tak ingin kau pergi dariku
Dan aku berakhir dengan tersiksa
Karena aku yang tak mau kau pergi dariku....

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