SEMOGA KAU TAK BAHAGIA SELAMANYA!!!

Menyakiti diri sendiri
Dengan mencarimu lagi
Menyiksa diri sendiri
Dengan menatap gambarmu lagi
Bodohnya aku...

Rasa sakit itu kembali lagi
Menyayat dan mengiris
Melukai sisa hati
Bodohnya Aku

Aku berusaha menghilangkan mu dari ingatanku
Entah kenapa kau tetap ada disana
Mungkinkah karena rasa sakit yang kau tinggalkan
Atau aku yang tak ingin kau bahagia
Bodohnya Aku

Hatiku sudah mati rasa
Jiwaku sudah lelah dengan luka
Ketidakpastian, kepura-puraan
Cinta yang terbagi, Hati yang tersakiti
Entah Cintanya atau hatiku

Aku berharap dia tak bahagia selamanya
Karena apa yang dilakukannya padaku
Berikan dia KARMA, TUHAN
Buat Dia terluka seperti luka yang diberinya kepadaku
Buat Dia menangis seperti aku Menangis buat dia dulu
Dan hanya dengan itu rasa sakit itu terbayar!
Semoga kau tersakiti seolah kau ingin MATI
Saat sudah kau beri semua hati, seluruh dirimu
Dan saat itu aku akan Datang
Bukan dengan sedih, tapi dengan senyum
Seraya berkata padamu... INILAH YANG KURASA DULU...



A nice and up beat song also has been composed from this poem, credit 2 Ishwara Giovanni :)

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